we just sat there, while i tried so hard to keep loving you
in your bed, your bathroom, the hallway
i can see your body shaking from the love you can’t feel
what is that empty space between us that feels like grey dust? you know, the space you feel too
my hand covered as much as yours as it could and I stretched it a little more to show you- I am trying so hard to keep loving you
and then i realised it was in everything i do
I loved you even when I couldnt feel a thing
my head is numb, vacant, and you’re still on my mind
you are the one, I don’t care
pain in my heart,
pain in my heart.
your hand is down my throat, pulling out my insides,
and one day I will be empty, and I know i’ll just exist without you.